FADER77 - Welcome!! It is so encouraging and refreshing to have ones like yourself join us here and contribute important information & news.
You'll get to appreciate that there are a few here who can be be bitter/cynical/ridiculing - thanks to what the Org has done to them and/or their families - but be patient with such ones. They are going through some serious mental anguish, just as my wife's mother will, if she ever realises how evil the shunning of her son and grandchild for more than 20 years has been!
There are more foryou than againstyou!