I mean there are some great debates running on this forum :-
What is spirit exactly?
What is love?
ect, ect ...but forward 30 years and i am either having my nappies changed ( i hope by a pretty nurse) or dead.
So i want to live free of having been so sadly deceived by the watchtower.
To do that i must at some stage say " The W.T is of no immediate interest to me" despite the casuties i leave behind.
O.k i exspect answers like " load of rubbish" that iam selfish...but i would answer if " i were to die on June 10th 2015 in a tragic accident" arnt i allowed that year of finding myself?
So my feelings for myself and my relationship with those indoctrinated? well i found out there is no Jehover, and the implications of staying were more sinister. So i spelled it out to my loved ones and friends and they didnt listen...but i attacked the lies, justified my exit and if they cant see the " shelf life" of " new light" then i like pilate wash my hands.