I have been back to meetings for a month now. Prepared for them all except for when I went on holiday.
Todays WT is about Jehovah's organisation, it's clear loaded language and manipulation through fear. I am not perturbed by it in the least. My two closest loved ones are not reading it properly hence are not really getting fully indoctrinated. So the process of trying to get them to see things from my perspective is working.
Something happened in the Doctors though...........the COBE wife works at my new doctors, moving is good to make a fresh start. But all my confidential matters are at risk of being violated. I was actually unsettled about this and approached her to find out what days she was off so I could avoid her. She refused to tell me and treated me dissmissivley and rudely. If I am trying to get RI'd I can't do anything about this unprofessional behaviour and I have to play by their rules.
Well as anyone who knows me well, I am not a WT rule player. I have escalated a complaint for her exasperating my ASD condition within the surgery. So there is no point in me going to meetings anymore. Yes I missed this morning and I am not going to anymore meetings. I will simply not tolerate shunning when I visit my own doctors.
I can easily find out her days off if I go in daily for two weeks. But why should I????? I am not going to make the effort to comply with WT shunning. I will go in and make general chit chat about her personal life and he involvement as a JW, it will make her feel uncomfortable. It will only make her feel uncomfortable becuase she is bieng unkind with the shunning, if she was nice I would leave her alone and let it go.
I should have listened to everyone who advised me not to go back.
No big deal, it was only a few weeks.
I am an activist now, complaining about shunning, yehay!!!!!!
Kate xx