How did the Secretary introduce a Sexual Offender or a Repeated Pedophile to your Kingdom Hall? I saw two different "Letters of Introduction" that really depressed me because I knew both of the victims and their side of the story was not reflected. How were those letters you read and did they reflect anything or describe the conduct of the sexual predator?
I was in a position to copy one letter and I screwed up, I would have posted it now, why was I so dumb, loyal and stupid, how could I could not see the truth? To everyone I helped expel, how can I ever receive atonement for my sins? What can I do to bring back any dignity stripped away as sinners cried and begged for mercy? I always leaned torwards mercy even when my cadre had decided the JC was a done deal, no wonder I pour bottles of stomach ache medicine and can't sleep well at night. I feel guilty I was part of a "Brood of Vipers"(Matthew 23:33) that pre-determined the fate of fellow JWs, it's a rigged system in many ways.
We disfellowshiped sisterX for performing oral-sex on a brother, at the same time one of the Body's daughters had sex with a female and we covered up her sins, she was reproved in private while everyone discussed openly Sister X's one-time performance of Oral Sex. Sister Lesbian's father lobbied the Body to keep everything private, two Elders (One was a Pedophile and the other accussed of Sexual Abuse) almost kept it secret until dear Sister Lesbian forced her father to reveal her situation to every Elder, why? She felt she was getting off easily and SisterX got the shaft and that's how it worked out. When Sister X was disfellowshiped, Sister-Lesbian cried, she yelled at her father for not disfellowshiping her, she had a deep sense of justice and equality lacking with her father whose only conern was keeping their family's name above reproach.