I've been absent from meetings recently because I'm having serious life challenges that make me really not want to have to deal with all of the people and the sitting. I had made an attempt to, "simplify my life" that rather than being blessed was meant with unemployment. lol.
Anyway, I finally got tired of all the phone calls checking up on me and sent a message to someone explaining that I just wanted to be left alone (an elder). With this email I decided to test the waters and I outlined with scriptures places that are completely contradictory to JW doctrine, like why new light is absurd for instance. I received a response with the included line, "Your self condemning heart is speaking." I have absolutely no earthly idea what that means. I provided clear scriptural backing for my doubts and expected a lot more of a response than that - and regardless of those expectations how am I condemning myself by looking for explanation?
I feel like it was more a not-so-veiled threat than sentence meant to mean anything. Anyone heare that phrase from an elder before?