My doubts about Jehovahs Witnesses being the true religion came long before I abandoned beleif in the bible .I was a convert at 19 years of age, and I soaked up all I could read of the WT`s publications and was baptized 12 months later.I truly beleived their was a God named Jehovah who was directing this organisation.I would have died refusing a blood transfusion , as I would have let my children (2) and my wife die , beleiving this religion.I was brought up with a beleif and respect for the bible .When I became a witness I thought I was a bible student , little did I realise I was only a WT publication student .
I was a MS , but did not want the responsability of being an elder and avoided it at all costs.....After 33 years , little things that at the time didnt seem to be much , all seemed to build up and make me wonder .Egotism ,pettiness ,manipulation ,bullying,and a couple of cases outright fraud and deception amongst the elders ,something just doesnt seem to add up here.Then their were examples of what christendoms religions were doing proving they were a false religion , then a similar thing was brought out that occured amongst the witnesses , however that was put down to human imperfection .Double standards ?
I left the religion in 1993 ,and it wasn`t till I gained a computer and joined this site that I learned a lot about the bible that led me to do research and find out more about its history and the pros and cons of its authenticity and reliability.I would weigh up the beleivers and the non beleivers on this site and see who had the most compelling arguments , and then I would weigh it up with what I thought I beleived as a witness .
During this process I became an agnostic at first , after a couple of years ? maybe
but now I have no hesitation in saying I am an atheist in the sense that I do not beleive any religous book or text represents the God they portray whether it be the bible or any other book.
Whether the universe has a greater/lesser intelligence out their I do not know , what I do beleive is they have no input / concern over what transpires here on earth.
smiddy