In the bible, the people who are said to have seen god at work question him and argue with him and demand miracles as proof.
But, for some reason today people should believe without the proof and made to be horrible and worthy of death for doubting. I want to see a stick turn into a snake, or have a wool pelt filled with dew though my grass is dry. I want to be swallowed by a giant fish and safely threw up. I want to see a burning bush that doesn't burn up. I want to see a giant pillar of smoke follow me all day long and fire at night. I want to stop shopping at the store and gather manna for a few weeks. I want to walk through the gulf of mexico on dry sand and see the walls of water beside me. I want to put my hand in my coat pocket and pull it out with advanced leprosy and then put it back and be cured. I want to hear gods voice like thunder. I want to see someone raised from the dead. I want to see people cured of paralysis or regrown limbs (withered hand).
Hundreds if not thousands of miracles were said to be done to prove who god was.
Today when I worry that 8 guys in NY are making the right choice on a blood transfusion, I have no faith, I am apostate, I doubt god, and I deserve death. Seems very fair.