Dear Sep of Powers, I know exactly how you feel, and I know what problems the way you feel may bring.
I was exactly where you are a while ago, and I found out that there is no way the anger at the Org can be satisfied. The Org is not "going down" anytime soon, no matter what any of us do, and the Org would not care one bit whatever you did against it, they are impervious.
So, does that leave us with nothing ? does that mean we have to lay down and roll over, and totally bury our anger ?
No ! we must retain and channel our anger, in a controlled way. We must work in an effective way to undermine the Org. This may be by posting on here, by just dropping the odd comment to our JW relatives and friends, but primarily by living a full, happy life away from the Org.
Even though we may be in the position of having to go to the K.H etc, we need to make sure we provide fun times for our wife and family that are nothing to do with the Org. and to try to increase these to the point where they clash with Org stuff , "Aw, just this time Honey, you know what fun we had ....."
Just retaining the anger, but doing nothing about it, is bad for your health.
If you cannot do anything at present, either what I said above , or something else, then, put your anger in a "Box" , and bring it out when you can do something.
Never lose your fire, your anger, it is something that will justify your position, and it is unanswerable by the Org and those who support them, for your anger, and mine, is Righteous Anger.