hmm...interesting topic...i have very vivid dreams.
ok...herez a peek inside my head.
as far back as i can remember
i've had a recurring dream
about protecting small children.
it started out as a dream about "the tribulation"
where all the kidz in the 'hall'
are left in my care
i don't know where their parentz are
but all the kidz are with me
in a volkswagen bus (lol)
in the forest or something
how the heck will i feed them all?
i wish i knew more about which berries were poisonous (lol)
and i have to protect them
from military men with gunz...and camouflage.
i continue to have variations of this dream to this day.
i'm in africa (or some other country foreign to me)
and in charge of an orphanage or something
full of children
with barefeet
all looking to me to take care of them
protect them from harm.
so i do.
i also used to dream that i wuz being chased
along the fence by the schoolyard
and i'd run and run
in super-slo-mo
and the bad guy with a gun wuz gaining.
then i'd see a house with a "block parent" sign
so i'd take the risk, the leap of faith,
of going to that door to seek help
even tho it would slow me down and allow the bad guy to gain
but noone answers...
just as the bad guy overtakes me...
i wake up.
every gawd damned time, i'd try the 'blockparent' door but noone would b there.
i also have always had recurring dreams that i can fly. in various settings. as needed or wanted.
oh and driving dreams. i've driven and operated virtually every vehicle known to man, in my dreamz. stickshift, limo, helicopter, even a forklift.
many r-rated dreams. with fictional characters. VERY realistic, very believable. very enjoyable lol.
i've never experienced guilt from these dreams though and have never understood people that feel guilty about sexual dreams.
more recently my dreams are action packed
and full of heroics. i've been a paramedic,
a cop (complete with nightvision goggles lol),
a firefighter. i've rendered first aid, chased burgulars,
and put out fires.
i'm physically capable. strong. empowered.
usually in the process i screw something up though. LOL.
like i dropped a patient and broke some guys neck by mistake.
and i caught the wrong robber.
and i put out the fire, but collapsed the building by applying too much water weight.
and got caught with weed in my teeth. ??? lol
(that one is especially funny to me cuz i've never even tried it)
i don't worry about things like this in my waking/conscious state,
but they occur in my dreams.
i like these dreams though,
the good thing is that nobody chases me anymore
i chase them. and i win all one-on-one conflicts.
though i don't think i've ever killed anyone in my dreams. i just take them down.
a shift here is that no longer men with gunz chasing me.
but i do battle women (sometimes with gunz, sometimes with hairblowdryers lol)
occasionally there is a man off to my left. helping? watching? lol, i don't know
i had another dream in the past few weeks
about "protecting children".
i've spent enuf time "raising" my bros and sis...not 2 mention my parentz...
they're all growed up now (the siblingz, not the parentz lol) and i think i'm over that,
yet this protecting children dream theme stickz.
strange. in my waking hours i don't even want children of my own.
luv 'em. to death. jus don't want 'em. 'cept MAYBE to adopt someday. perhaps.
Analyze away.
SPAZ
edited for typo
Edited by - SPAZnik on 6 July 2002 6:18:39