Andi, I'm so excited for you.
I notice that you are deeply involved with your spiritual community. Wouldn't it be interesting if you took a couple of your friends in your current church to the local Kingdom Hall and amused yourself as you were shunned and your friends were love bombed? If you ever decide to do this, please invite me along to enjoy the fireworks!
Wishing you a safe, spiritually fulfilling trip to Latvia,
Mum