Tell my story? well, it's not spectacular, but I like talking about myself
so here it is:
Well, I have been a witness for about seven years. I got in at seventeen, and blindly followed everything that I was taught. In all honesty I can say that I believed with all my heart and soul. After high school, I went to college, something the elders did _not_ approve of. And they approved even less about my chosen study - history.
I started thinking and doubting and somewhere I finally started thinking logically. One of the things that bothered me was "If Jehovah guides this organisation, why does he allow so many mistakes that put a stain on his holy name?" There is no logic to it. Reading Crisis of Conscience gave me the final shove to tell the elders of my dying faith. I have been excluded five months ago, and have honestly never been happier in my life.
The ability to just think for yourself the right and freedom to express your doubts, it is so precious. There is fault in every regime that uses mind control and / or censure, the organisation uses both.
It is good to be free.
Viv.
Edited by - vivamus on 19 July 2002 16:11:30