If you are an ex-witness, regardless of the reasons that you left, did you also rebel against your creator as well as the WTBTS? Or did you just feel that JW`s didn`t have the truth, but that you were quite happy to go on believing in God, albeit accepting that your idea of God was now somewhat different?
According to the Watchtower, by leaving the JW`s, you have rebeled directly against God. This is what it says:
"Apostasy is, in reality, a rebellion against Jehovah. Some apostates profess to know and serve God, but they reject teachings or requirements set out in his Word. Others claim to believe the Bible, but they reject Jehovah’s organization and actively try to hinder its work. When they deliberately choose such badness after knowing what is right, when the bad becomes so ingrained that it is an inseparable part of, their makeup, then a Christian must hate (in the Biblical sense of the word) those who have inseparably attached themselves to the badness. True Christians share Jehovah’s feelings toward such apostates; they are not curious about apostate ideas. On the contrary, they ‘feel a loathing’ toward those who have made themselves God’s enemies,…" The Watchtower October 1, 1993 p. 19.
The WTBTS`s incitement to `feel a loathing` towards the ingrained badness of ex`s, is based on their fear of people turning against the "organisation" - how presumptious to call it "Jehovahs organisation! - and has nothing to do with people turning against their creator.
To turn against God, you have to believe in his existence! And, if you believe he exists, who would be dumb enough to turn against him?This, surely, has to be one of the greatest oxymorons of all time.
Englishman.