*sigh*

SPAZnik

do you ever "just know"
you'd be good with someone?

have you ever "just seen"
that potential in your
interactions with someone?

that glimpse of a place where
fantasy and reality explode
into something more amazing
than you dare to even imagine possible?

and does it
surprise the hell outta you
when the other person would appear
to be on the same page?

and have you ever
looked into someone's eyez
and seen so far
into the future it made you
gasp for air?

i have.

it alwayz happens immediately before i
turn and BOLT!!

*looks for runners*

SPAZ

larc

SPAZ, Don't bolt, go for it.

Dia

Don't bolt. Just catch your breath.

It's okay to turn on the thinking part of your brain too. Passion is a great place to start. But sometimes it's right and sometimes it needs to be reconsidered. Always, there's nothing wrong with walking into - or out of - things with your eyes open.

But bolting bespeaks a cowardice you will someday regret if you don't eventually gain some mastery over it.

You're in control. Even when you're out of control.

wonderwoman77

Well I use to run and bolt, but I had that experience early this year and did not bolt, but the person bolted from me. Now I am having that experience all over again, and neither of us are bolting and it is so amazing. :)

not interested

<<<<<<<<<<of the turn and bolt class

queer_reality

This thread has brought tears to my eyes. I still remember that someone.
The memory has haunted me for years.

*sigh*

I'm terrified that the same thing might happen again.

Sometimes I am so very angry that I was taught such twisted intra- and inter-personal skills.

queereality

SPAZnik

larc - thx for the encouragement.

Dia - whoa, condescend & insult much? way to bring a person down.
wonderwoman77 - that is wonderful. i'm ecstatic to hear that update!
i alwayz love to hear that it CAN be done! ain't it great that lightnin' can strike more than once!

not interested - lol. ah, a kindred spirit. i feel so understood.

(((queereality))) - a hug for you. i'm sorry you are so afraid. i hope you won't let it spoil all your fun! you sound pretty 'heads up', like you realize where the problem lies. for me it's just taking a bit of time...and some practise...at learning some new skillz. i have found that friendship alone is a whole new ballgame now, whole new set of rulez, socially speaking. so yeah, i get extra 'fraid too, when it comes to considering relationships beyond that. 'specially with a "haunt" of my own. but hey...i've already made a few really awesome friends, longtermers, (not without making some mistakes along the way mind you)...but i've done it, and if it's any consolation whutsoever, IF I CAN DO IT, ANYBODY CAN. lol oh and btw, WELCOME TO THE BOARD and thanks for your post!! it takes GUTZ to admit your fears. .

SPAZ

queer_reality

Thanks, SPAZ. I needed that hug.

Sometimes it all just hurts so much...

joannadandy

do you ever "just know"
you'd be good with someone?

Oh yeah!

have you ever "just seen"
that potential in your
interactions with someone?

Uh huh

that glimpse of a place where
fantasy and reality explode
into something more amazing
than you dare to even imagine possible?

*Sigh* yes, tis so very true!

and does it
surprise the hell outta you
when the other person would appear
to be on the same page?

What? This actually happens?? You mean people actually like you back?

hmm...

<------is of the pine for and stalk class

Edited by - joannadandy on 15 August 2002 18:39:14

SPAZnik

LOL joanna

you come across as such a schweetie!

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