Today has been as rough day for me. I got up this morning hoping our van would pass the ontario emission tests for clean driving. We put 400.00 dollars to make sure it would pass and it didn't pass it failed and to beat that we are at our daughters home a couple of hours away from our home. We have been here since Friday to enjoy the long weekend and our son in law was doing the work on our van to save us money. otherwise the work would have cost us double. well now that the emissions test failed Marco and our daughter are at Canadian Tire for some more parts and we are hoping tomorrow to retry the test. Of course the money we used to repair the van was the money for our rent. So if it fails tomorrow, I think i will jump of a bridge.
But that is not all, this morning when I woke up I was feeling ill at ease and just plain not myself, and all this day and when I sat down at the computer I noticed the date was the third of Sept. Well i started crying and then my daughter (step) came over to me thinking I was crying about the van, well I told her it was 7 yrs ago today that my father past away. she was so kind and hugged me and I needed that. My dad was an elder to his dying day, and I was the last one to see him alive and then in death. So I was just needing to get that sadness off my chest.
Thanks for listenning.
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