(((((JOEL!)))))
Sometimes it takes several trips to the doctor to get the right meds and the right dosage. Just hang in there until you find the right ones. They work wonders. Lean upon your friends. That's what we are here for. Build up a network of support. Here. Your local friends. Your partner. Do you have a counselor? Even with meds you sometimes have to work with a counselor to get to the root of the problem. Just take it a day at a time until your doctor finds the right meds.
Take comfort that there are many here who care and who have been through similar pain! Know that you have been an inspiration to me. I'm sure there are others who feel the same way. Hang on!
Tammy a