Yizuman,
hang in there buddy. things will get better.
Reborn,
Are you SERIOUS about the whole WTC thing? That's CRAZY. I remember everytime my parents would relate something like that I'd always think to myself, "maybe it was God's protection, but maybe it was just PURE LUCK."
For instances like this, my dad's typical response would be "Well, you never know, son. We don't know how Jehovah operates - this could've been his way of giving a Witness to thousands of people that will hear of this incident."
I'd stare out the window, wondering how one could speculate in such a manner. Try saying that to the poor man's family - I'm sure they're quite grateful God chose their father/husband to sacrifice for a Witness to the rest of the world.