The only thing that brings any comfort to me, is if these, I wasted my life pioneering/working at Bethel people, have a TV and will see the march on the 27th. Hmmm, NO.
What will make me happy is when elders and the GB go to prison for obstructing justice and the WT secret BOE letters hit press. I hope every aspect of hope, any incling of a future as they perceived, and every shread of paradise life as they knew it....dies with the undeniable, documented, secret lies of the GB !
Hopefully I can make friends with some of these people and when the fit hit's the shan, sit in front of their house with a 60" TV playing the court sentences of the GB, elders, and JW child abusers.
Sry - those posts they wrote must have really triggered deep emotions. I guess that is how I used to think when I was 15-20 yrs old. That's maybe why this is really bothering me. I DID think that I was going to live forever, that this life was temporary, and surely, "since this generation will not pass away" I'd never grow old.
Wow - I really thought like that and I guess i'm pissed that I know it's not true anymore. GRRR Damn them for getting my hopes up!
Deepely disturbed - TT