dealing with some really insecure people at work lately
and something just occurred to me.
You & I are *the* most psychologically tuff people I know.
Looking back
over all the crap
i must say
i feel really lucky
cuz i've been groomed from birth
to not let peoples
mind fucks (to borrow a phrase coined from a friend)
destroy me.
I have survived A. LOT.
Not only survived,
but thrived.
And I am *damn proud* of that.
I respect myself
very much
for how far i've come
and how much i've
survived.
And I respect YOU too...
so many of you,
for your intellectual, psychological
and emotional tuffness.
The way you forge on, bravely facing each new day,
each challenge, each fear, each obstacle, each emotion.
I really appreciate you being there
invisible, but realer than real.
i've learned so much from
all of you.
so much.
about myself.
about real friendship.
about interdependance.
you cyber 'postates
are my heroes. (&heroines)
i've never felt closer
to any group of people.
you are my sorority, my brethren. *sob*
noone has ever given me
such cause to wuv & respect
them thru & thru
for what they've been through
+ how they handle it
+ where they are going.
love how real you are.
(says the spaz of her invisible fwiends lmao)
thank you.
never in a million years
would i have guessed
that these would be
my learnings + discoveries
the day i typed jehovah
into a search engine
and stumbled onto a
room full of aposta-people.
i am so lucky.
you hear that?
LUCKY!!!
(slight glance skyward for lightening bolts)
SPAZ
Edited by - SPAZnik on 25 September 2002 23:13:34