So many new people... but it seems so many people are gone and the threads whiz by so fast I can't keep track. Mostly tho, I am jsut OVER the dubs. I mean DONE. But lately, I find myself missing the old board, the way things were. Had lots of fun, learned a lot, too. Funny tho, beause in the end, I will never meet most of you. Know that some of you touched my life, and i am not sure I would have stayed sane this year had not been for the therapy I got here. In real life,the one where I wake up in the morning, brush my teeth, wash my face and go to work... I keep things happening in my life to myself. Many things I never shared with the board, but some things, I did. And how much I felt supported and loved you will never know. But now, looking at things, I find that if I didn't post for another 6 months, the vast majority of you wouldn't give a rats azz. Admit it.
I hate good-bye posts, and this isn't a good-bye, just to let u all know I still care, just plan on stepping back, and for how long I do not know.
Looking back, I am such a different person than I was before, and yet, I never changed. I feel like a kid again and an 82 year old lady all rolled into one. My life will never ever be the same. Can't go back, just move forward. Enjoying the simple things, soaking it all in. Just want to live my life. And what a beautiful life it is.
Missing you all, will enver forget you...
Love,
Amanda
P.S. = Awesome job SilentLambs and the supporters!
Edited by - MrMoe on 1 October 2002 19:8:47