Ive basically kept this under wraps in so far as this board is concerned, but Ive decided to tell about it because, frankly, Im under stress at the moment,am posting (when I post at all) a bit strangely and I wish to explain why im hardly posting, nor am I hardly responding to emails or chat requests from my friends here.
I apologize for the latter.
in a nutshell, my wife is sick, shes been sick a year now and the situation is getting worse. Theres something wrong with her heart and apparently Its a genetic defect. Anyway, she is in hospital and has been there the past week. Today they are going inside her with cameras to see what can be done. She had a heart enlargement a year ago when she got a virus, and the enlagements and heart swellings are recurring on a regular basis at the moment. Im pretty concerned about what the future will be and find myself swinging, emotionally, in very violent manner. I assume this is normal.
Dont really know why Im posting this publicly, I guess it is just to explain why I am barely responding to people who are dear to me who email me.
Good wishes to all decent people here.