LOL, Shari, energizer? At least I have two and neither requires batteries
But, I too miss having someone here, but just missing having someone around isn't enough for me to do it again, right away, at least. Like you, if I do it again, she will have to be someone really special. Being a three time loser sure isn't any fun, but better than setting myself up for a fourth and getting screwed over again.
Lew W (of the She Got The Goldmine, I Got Shaft class)