and was love-bombed!
We entered fairly early, the elders had decided that since I refused to sit in the back, the family had to arrive first and leave first. This was to ensure there would be no condolences. Well, the elders did not get their way. Three of my aunts and uncles came, three cousins, my mum and me [only a small part of the family]. We had the front row, were we all sat. And every brother and sister came to us to offer us condolences. A few exceptions, but most JW kisses me, hugged me and asked me to come back cause they missed me. Isnt that sweet?
During this display one of my cousins got a bit panicked, she got all of these visions that I would return and so she could stop poking her elbow into my side. Lol, so I turned to hear and told her not to worry, I am never going back. Some brothers and sisters naturally heard this, haha.
The funeral talk itself was BORING. Three minutes were devoted into telling how spiritual my grandma was, the rest was Kingdom babble.
I must admit, it wasnt as bad as I expected, quite the contrary actually. I was not shunned, they were nice to me and I managed to keep a strait face throughout everything, even when my former best friend came to me and told me she missed me. Ah well.
Today is the actual funeral, which is going to be beautiful. I am one of the speakers, and so if youll all excuse me, I am going to make myself beautiful and nervous.
Kisses.