Thank you to all of you.
You all really did help me a lot... some by emails, some by chat, some by simply posting your thoughts and feelings here.
Oh, CBeMe... you have never hurt me. You have always been such a sweetheart. I got your email the other day... I'll be responding soon.
Joannadandy, you can corrupt me anytime you want.
Heaven and Shutterbug... you are right.
Thank you to all of you for helping me so much.