When I first left the WTS initially my intentions were to continue studying the bible on my own. But now I really don't see the bible as being a true source of guidance. As a witness I used to constantly read in the articles that God loves mankind, but how much love could there be if there are so many different religions all claiming to be the right one?
Why would God allow himself to be so grossly misrepresented? I
t seems to me that if there were truly only one religion that was serving God correctly it would be easily recognized. Going even further why is the bible so difficult to understand if its meant to be a guide for mankind?
Why are there no signs or miracles being performed in our day?
If you consider the fact that miracles were at times used to strengthen the faith of the Israelites and also a way for God to make his prescence known, then given our current state of affairs we should be up to our necks in miracles because our generation needs them more than any other.
Today I consider myself to be an agonstic, if there really is a God he apparently is not interested in mankind at this particular point in time.