yeah... that's what's missing in my life... a passion.... something I am good at and love to do... Everything is blah right now, has been for quite a while... I used to jog when I was younger, loved it... I used to mountain hike... really loved it.... Used to go to the sauna, swimming (even though I am a very bad swimmer), used to cross country ski.... Used to go to aerobic classes.... Now I am married to a sedentary man and stuck in a country far away from home and my family and my friends... I am blue... depressed and miserable.... This too shall pass, may be