I am feeling a bit emotional today,,,,,, I was watching CNN today and there is a big debate going on , if they are going to do another draft like back in the Vietnam war. This made me stand still in my tracks. War,, my son. OMG. My son is almost 16 and I can't stand to lose him , I am patriotic yeah, and I love my freedom of my country,,,,,,,but honestly I cant stand to think of sending my 18 yr old son off to fight and die. Why can't I go in his place? You can't run to Canada anymore.
I even heard that going to college being a full time student may not keep you out of the draft, that college can be postponed.
Have any of ya'll heard any other things about this today? I know it will be awhile before anything goes to the senate and all, but still , I never planned on this, especially being a dub, for religious reason you could get out of war.
Time goes by so fast, and we could be having to send our son off and I am more than shook up about it. Plus I have many nephews that are at the age right now .
At the end of the day, it is family and friends, life and death that really matters. We should all really stop and think about that everyday and live like there is no tomorrow. Not to be so darn grim but things are just so unsure right now. Maybe it is just me seeing the real world , I don't know .
But I hope that at least we as ex jw's can stand together and unite and prove to the JW's that we support one another and that we are strong. I don't want them to see me afraid of world events, I am sure they will try to use that as a sign of the last days and try to use that.
I just think when things get hard and many of us may be going thru what others did back in the other wars and conflicts, we can be there to hold each other up.