As I salvage and reformulate my beliefs, I'm exploring all possibilities. One that I've pondered lately: Could it be that cultism actually started within a mere 20 years after Jesus?
Consider the first 20 years: Jesus's message was very very simple (2 "laws" and a handful of "directives"). He eviscerated the Pharisees for their exclusionary practices and convoluted theology. The NT, and other evidence from early Christian history, suggests a notably loose structure in the early Christian community, without a clearly centralized authority. Doctrinal development was in flux, and personal freedom of action and thought was the norm. Gentiles are accepted, bringing along their various and unique cultures and social structures.
Consider the next 20 years: Paul (a former Pharisee) comes along and starts formulating all kinds of rules and regulations--how to select elders, how to select deacons, how to practice disfellowshipping, insisting on "unity of thought," being busy busy busy in the "work of the Lord." Conformity begins to be imposed. Many of those that personally knew Jesus have died, and the "chain" to his original intentions is broken.
Then the next 20 years: Various "heresies" appear, Christians are increasingly persecuted, "trench warfare" mentality develops. The "us vs. them" philosophy blooms, culminating with John's Revelation. "Iron fist in velvet glove" hierarchy becomes the new norm.
This may be very simplistic, but is it possible that cultic patterns may have started within a mere few years after Jesus died, and that his pure and simple message was quickly polluted by "organizers" with other agendas?
Craig