But I must say that you are rather impolite here. You ASKED .If you don't want to hear answers to questions like that Mind, then don't ask them!
Dear Lost One:
when the truth strike you in the heart, the blow can cause you to lose your balance to become confuse. I didn't say, I didn't want to hear your answer. I say this to make you think to why you were replying to it? Obiviously, you are fighting something within yourself... while there is still time search your heart to find the light... that will lead you out of this blinding storm. There a dawn, there a sunrise, there going to be a PERFECT day... but it up to you to find it.
All in the mind,