Hello!
I have also struggled with this issue. I grew up "believing" the Bible (as a Lutheran). Then became a JW and had more "reasons" to believe. But upon questioning the authority of the WTS (over a period of time) I realized (as did most of us) that if I have the truth, then I shouldn't fear to do research and question things. Of course, this lead to my disassociating.
Shortly thereafter I was in close touch with a friend who was going to seminary (an Evangelical Christian) and he told me something to the effect that if you didn't have doubts about the Bible going in, you'd have doubts "raised" when you took some of the courses he did. Apparently he was learning things in school that most of us do not have easy access to or are not aware of.
This piqued my curiousity. I now wondered, how do I know that the Bible is the Word of God? What gave it that authority? I did read a few books on the origin of the Bible, one written by FF Bruce (a Bible scholar) and although that one was (obviously) not written as a critique of the Bible, it was filled with information that made me realize the "human origin" of the Bible (although most Christians would believe that the men used to determine the canon of the Bible were somehow "directed" by God). Actually because of other things going on in my life at the time, those questions were then put to the side... for many years.
Finally in the late 1990's these resurfaced. One of the first books I read critiquing the Bible was a book by Dennis McKinsey called "Encyclopedia of Biblical Errancy". I "sensed" that the scholarship of this book was not "top notch", but it did open my eyes to numerous issues that I hadn't realized before. I am certain there are Christians who will try and refute what he says and maybe some of his arguments are "lame", but I couldn't deny that something was "wrong" with the picture that I had earlier believed about the Bible.
I also believe it is important to be open hearted and open minded with regards to "spiritual" things. But we must have been "given" our minds for a reason and if that means asking the hard questions and expecting answers, then I can't believe that that is "wrong" (even if that leads us in a direction we didn't think of). Seeking "truth" (not necessarily "the" Truth!) is not an easy road, but forums such as this can be helpful.
I've wanted to be able to thoroughly discuss this issue with others and haven't had much of an opportunity. Anyone interested in an ongoing "discussion"?
ExpandedMind
"The mind, once expanded to the dimensions of larger ideas, never returns to its original size." --- Oliver Wendell Holmes