Reb - Indeed, my friend. I think of all the things that could improve my life right here and right now.......................it seems to begin and end with having enough money to survive and have a little treat too. Neither of which I cope with very well now that the WBT$ a so called 'christian' religion destroyed my family through their hateful mind control. I am soured agains religions now. I could never find faith ever again. that there is no god makes more sense to me. It's all just men...men who make spurious claims about a magic psychotic bloke in the sky.
At the end of it all there's just us...humans....struggling on or living a charmed life...there is no fairness. No karma. No blessings from above. No allah. No jehovah. No nothing to help us.
Ooops...I'm rambling. Ramble over.