I finally have the courage to come out of the Apostate closet with my extended family and my old family friends. I thought that day would never come, but I just got the courage today. What ironically inspired me was a Kingdom Hall. I walked by it today en route to the library at which I post from. The sheer hypocricy that happens in those walls inspired me.
And yes, those who know me can now call me by my real name on the board if they like.