Whats sad is that they force us to do this. I do not put service time in anymore, I say to myself why should I , they shun me! Even when I did put service time in they shunned me. Also who am I supposed to fear anyway? Jehovah God or a couple of gossipy people? God knows what you feel, whats in your heart. So dont be concern about what these idiots think of you or me. They are just people that our very self-righteous. Which is bad in Gods eyes. Be true to yourself, you know when your making God happy or sad. When it comes down to it He is the only one is going to judge us, so what should we care what a person thinks. Yes its hard when you are in this CULT, but there has to be a time in our life that we say ENOUGH!!! I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS! Care about yourself, love yourself, and worship God in happiness. Ask yourself this question, AM I NOT WORTH MORE?
If we hang around people that shun us, make us feel unworthy, why should we be around them? There is a life out there my friends and we need to get ahold of it before we allow happieness slip through our fingers. Maybe God is trying to tell us something, we need to listen to HIM.