You umberto did not ask to have what happened happen. You have been brave and unselfish up to now. You have already spoken out and tried to speak the truth.
I love you for your honesty and courage and for doing what you are doing. Many of us are incensed by what has happened to others and would love all this to be brought into the full daylight. The hurt hasn't directly happened to us though so we can only imagine and empathise your pain and bewilderment. We do love you and support you. When you stand up and speak there will be an army holding it's breath behind you.
I want to misquote a bible text. He who is touching you is touching our eyeball. You have our full support which ever way you decide to go. SL