When I left the dubs I dove into a personal hedonist existance...not much time for god or spirituality....now life is a bit more back to normal and I am finding within myself a desire to expand my mind a bit more (lol or contract if you are an athiest ) and see if I can get in touch something more....either outside myself or perhaps inside...
Am I happier? Most of the time, yes. Am I more content with myself and how I believe? Definately....it is so much easier living with "I don't know all the answers" than it is to feel like "I know all the answers and they suck"