bikerchick said,
I'm angry at that god called jehovah, he took the best years of my life
Like many others, I suffered the crushing disappointment of realising that "The Truth" was phoney. That there is not going to be a new world, I am not going to live forever , and in at best 25 years time I will be as dead as my parents are now, and I will not meet my Mother in the resurrection.
However, I also recognize that all these things were the invention of the WBTS - not specifically the bible's teaching.
I am not intellectual , I cannot debate the details of evolution vs creation bur certain things make me sure that there is a God and creator.
The wonders of creation , a newborn baby, the love between two people, the kindness shown between people, our artistic and creative gifts (wish I had some!) - none of these things have been explained to my satisfaction unless a loving God created them .
I have read the evolution websites, and I am sure that others here will say I am wrong. But that belief only seems to deal with the mechanical act of building life, not the power and intelligence that moved it to happen. I dont mind if others disagree.
I only know that when I see these things, and when I read the Bible I have an inner belief and conviction that this is right. All beliefs really come down to an inner conviction that what we read must be true, and this is me, at the moment
In short we cannot blame god for our own mistake of wasting our lives as some of us have done .