Recently we had a death in the family. My little baby, my granddaughter died before she reached the age of 2.
I really loved that little girl. Now she's gone. This saddens me to no end. Not only do you feel the pain of my
grandchild being gone, you also feel the pain of your children. As a grandparent you feel double pain.
The funeral was attended by many, many Witnesses, circuit overseers, and many more from Bethel.They prayed and they prayed,
but nothing helped. Jehovah didn't help the doctors with the most complicated heart surgery imagineable.
Jehovah could have corrected this problem with a snap. But He didn't.
Ofcourse the blood-issue was right up front. They started the operation without blood, but when there were complications
they could not start up the "blood machine" fast enough to supply her heart with a reasonable amount of blood.
Her heart was fatally damaged in these minutes. If they would have started the surgery with the "blood machine" on,
then her chances to survive would have increased considerably. I am not a medical person. I do know though, that it was
the influence of the
Watchtower that caused these doctors to try and do complicated surgery without blood. Who-else I ask would
motivate surgeons to do operations without blood?
I'll just chalk her up to the rest of the "Victims of the Watchtower".
I have come to realize that this Governing Body really doesn't care about us, nor our families.
Even at the funeral the elders were more concerned, about how this funeral can be used as testimony to
outsiders, than for us. I can finally write about it. The elders said also that they would visit me. They haven't yet.
When you find out how many little lives were lost at the hand of the Watchtower you start thinking.
Then you find out how many elders, trustworthy men appointed by the Spirit, abuse little girls like my little girl, then my heart turns.
Then you find out they protect the perpetrators and not the little-ones, you would like to resort to physical action,
which by the way I have not acted upon. Oh sweet temptation.
I have in my life as a JW not partaken in any military deals. I was offered many jobs making parts for the military,
which I did not take. This caused strain and stress in the family finances. Jehovah will help according to elder advice.
Then you find out they have deals. In the military, in tobacco, and more. What is a man to do with such top level hypocrisy?
What about the UN? 30 years they tell you not to associate with the UN, and then you find out they're doing it behind your back.
This is all nothing new. There is something that pisses me off though, and I will tell you.
People that abuse children are dispicable. So are those that protect such people.
I have seen the suffering of the "Children of the Watchtower", and I see it happening in front of my eyes.
I have no sympathy whatsoever for the Watchtower, only for some individual JW's whom are themselves
victim. It's for those that I'm fighting.
What I cannot handle is the WT sympathisers. .
This board has helped me a lot and I try to give something back, not to irritate or demean. Ok, I make mistakes.
I realize that and apologize. Hereby my apologies to Northern Girl for even thinking she was a troll.
People who know the truth about the Watchtower and still say
they have the Truth are in my eyes just as bad as the pedophiles and hypocrits, and have no sympathy with me.
Someone who wants to be where they hurt children and knows the truth about it, is also just as bad as the perpetrator..
Whom the shoe fits.
Andy..