it is hard being a woman anywhere, but esp in the org. U are really only worthwhile if u are pretty and bore sons, per the bible. Once u no longer are pretty , young , u are much less needed. Elders will leave their "wife of their youth" and marry younger , prettier sisters. So the mid-older sis without husbands are just out of luck. The old guys want to marry the young ones, so they are spinsters, and bitter about it. Even if u have a husband, it is no guarantee u can keep him. There are so many sisters as compared to men in the org, and if u are holdng out for a spiritual one, there are even less.
more as i think of it
weds