Honestly I feel that as a witness you have to attribute every good thing that you learn or ever do to the privilege of being part of the organization. You could never take personal credit for you own abilities or creativeness. The org was the reason for your talent and skills because after all you only know god and morals because of them right?
So what did I learn as a jw?
To doubt my own abilities and talent.
Hell, not anymore..
The org may win some but it just...LOSTWUN