Hi Chook,
The reason I went back it was not to loose contact with my young at age son and I'm into the fading process now. Regarding my current believes I'm spiritual person, I believe in a Creator, for sure I don't believe the Old Testament and parts of the New, I consider my Christ's follower (I will not go through the Divine or supernatural nature of Christ), since I believe what he teach, the simple universal law of love. I don't have faith in any institution, or religion, and specially the WT, which I consider them as mind control cult, like Mormons.