eyeuse2badub : How do you think that night would have turned out if only you'd know ttatt? ______
You have no idea how shy a person I was until after I moved from Texas to California and had real friends who weren't JW's. I loosened up and gradually became a flesh and blood human being.
Before that, I was a replicant - and artificial human.
A "certain" kind of person is comfortable in a religious cult. It is a an incubator for neurotics. A Petri dish.
I think things would have turned out the same no matter what. I prefer sex to be my idea. Randy and aggressive women give me the impression that it doesn't matter to them who or what I am - and that takes the shine off the apple for me. That's how folks get urinary tract infections :)