Well think about it,, the Governing Body use guilt tripping as a powerful tool to keep the rank & file JW serving them, and they are not shy about it. Remember the wife of Lot, and other bible stories are used often as warnings about what will happen to you if you don't do as we say.
Add to this that they harp on scriptures that make us sinners and worthy of death unless we turn around and obey them, Jehovah their corporation sock puppet is going kill every defector who doesn't follow corporation values and guide lines.
Yes almost totally worthless as slaves for the Watchtower Corporation with no complaining allowed(or face a judicial meeting), so just suck it up and forget about it. It puts people under great stresses and makes them have harmful emotions towards themselves.
You know that kind of servile attitude towards this corporation where they can direct you to shun your own family to please them has got to very harmful towards ones psychological health and well being. All your creativity gets crammed into your shadow(psychologically speaking) and you loose touch with your total self because you don't know the real you because of all this denial and guilt tripping.
I takes time to get rid of those feeling so keep up the good work toward putting a new personality by doing research that exposes all their bull shit and maybe even seeing a very good psychologist if you can afford it.