Hey Rc,
It is funny, I think you may go through this stage several times.I know I have several times already, everyone is different. Just as recently as yesterday, I put my bible back into storage. But you never know, I may get it out again and take a look, somewhere down the road.
As far as the anger goes, that comes and goes too, I think. It is dependent on what is going on around you and what you have heard of others plight. I personally get very angry and I am saddened by many of the stories here. Again I have to put you guys up for awhile, and restore myself.
I think the most important thing is being able to recognize each stage you are in. If you are aware of why you are reacting a certain way, you tend to take it easier on yourself. And remember we are all here to help out, so if you need to vent, cry, be angry, or just share...we are here.
Logical,
You said that>>>>The truth is in the Bible and Jesus and the Holy Spirit will help me understand it when I grow some faith and im worthy of their help.<<<<
I am very sorry you feel this way. Actually I had more to say about this, but I think I will stop now. I am gad you realized that you were a follower of man before. And I hope you have learned to recognize the signs, and not do this again. It is a rights of passage growing up, getting burned, and believing in flasehood. But the most important thing you can do is to walk away learning from your experince. Please do not beat yourself over the head for being human.
wendy