Ha i've been researching child abuse and satanic rituals etc as part of my new course and job, and it does seem very odd that the memorial celebration is so morbid and that so many people cannot have the privelege of guaranteed eternal soul just the so called annointed. They give them selves celebrity status by residing in bethel and having their secret meetings. They are so secretive cos they are obviously getting their info from sources that would offend true lovers of God.. Ha .. lovers of truth please stand up? Hows about haters of lies please sit down , grab a stiff drink cos ur gunna need one when u realise u have wasted ur life on something thats not gunna ever happen the way they say it it. U will get over it once u begin to see people in a new light realise were all in the same boat and there is only one set of elite and they dont worship God. There are so may point about mind control and this religion that you can lose yourself in it too much and become very disheartened. Because your world around you does indeed collapse, but there are lots of genuine people still out there amidst this evil world. So there is something to keep going for . Get educated, enjoy life stop thinking nothing will compare to life in paradise .. how dare they rob us of joy in this one opportunity to have a life..
Im slowly reeling back and gettin over losing all my beliefs but im re building and learning to listen and learn open mindedly x