Then fataIism took over and I gave up and figured I'd rather just die at Armageddon than go along with the WT crap.
Now I'm happy and free and going to die anyway but not that bothered about it! Amazing how when I thought I had a hope (resurrection) I was scared of dying. Now that I don't have that hope, I'm not afraid of dying.
#3. <shrugging shoulder> "where else were we to go"??
Once I read CoC, it was only minutes that I mentally left. Planning the fading, well that took a couple of years and they still came after us. Oh well. *banging head on monitor mumbling "why didn't I read CoC when it came out!* DOH!