stillaexjwelder:
I'm just curious. What keeps you in the organization? If you know it is not "the truth" what possible reason is there to stay in it? Do you think you can help others? Do you think you can bring about a change in the organization?
I know the last few meetings I attended before leaving were agonizing to me. I remember waiting for the first scripture to be cited at the Public Talk so I would have an excuse of reading the Bible for the rest of the hour. I finally just stopped attending because I had such a critical view of everything that was going on. I couldn't stand it a moment longer.