Hi Pat. Like you, I am now an agnostic or non believer in any human God of torture.
I discovered (in my old age) that the JWs also believe that God cursed all creation for a wee wee sin, and then proceeded to torture most of creation in the flood and Sodom, even little children and even fetuses which I suppose He aborted and took to Heaven.
At least the JWs will not accuse God of torturing anyone forever. The JWs may also believe that God answers prayers, but if this is so, He surely is picky because He doesn't even help the innocent JW children who are brutally raped, tortured or murdered.
How can anybody say God answers prayers?
I am 67 years old and I was the Cong Servant in San Angelo Texas in 1954.