Just wanted to break the ice and write my first post here and also talk about some things that are bothering me. I don't go to meetings anymore and I have become inactive for years now.
I don't believe the witnesses have the truth more than any other organized religion. I can't fake my disinterest, but I try to just be nice. Lately relatives and others have been trying to get me to go with them. They talk about some new thing this month the org has to help people back in. This pressure is really getting to me.
I'm agnostic and I don't believe there is any sacred book from God here on earth. I like science but I think there is some sort of intelligence out there but I don't think it is definable.
I feel very lonely. Being raised a witness and being one for most of my adult life has made me feel weird. I don't feel quite of this world and I don't belong in the org either. I miss the support and friendship but I don't miss feeling shackled by all the stuff the org wants a witness to do. I am glad to think my own thoughts and form my own opinions.
Anyway, just looking for someone to talk to.