I miss the false superior attitude I had, feeling I was better than the rest of the "ungodly world". (sic)
HCM
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I miss the false superior attitude I had, feeling I was better than the rest of the "ungodly world". (sic)
HCM
I miss knowing that I had the answer to everything.
I miss thinking I was better than everyone else and playing that combative game in service from time to time - Twisted Scripture.
Nothing...coz I'm still a witness.
I particularly miss listening to the latest prodigy, groomed for stardom, elder bible study, uber-witness talking about their 'experiences' on the platform as the super-spiritual clique gaze adoringly at them.
I actually miss giving talks. I used to give 3 -5 talks a month. It was really quite a high giving talks in front of 150 people ( large cong ) and having their undivided attention. It was also very beneficial for myself preparing them, the mind is very active coming up with ideas.
Staring at sisters' breasts while handling mics.
Staring at sisters' breasts while handling mics.
Remember that one...Or, seeing how foxy they try to look on the Sunday of a distrcit convention. One sister I lusted after wore a little black dress and seamed stockings to the last day. Jehovah loved me, even if she didn't.
The illusion-- or is it delusion?-- of certainty.
XJW- that was you??!!!