I have been doing a lot of soul-searching lately.
I have never considered questioning the Bible before. As a child, I was taught that to question the Bible was blasphemous. But lately, since coming to this forum and reading all the various posts and links to other sites, I have started thinking really seriously about things. I started to think that maybe Jesus was just a really good teacher - nothing more, nothing less. He was good with words, good with people, and knew how to stir up a crowd. He had charisma. There have been many people like that - Ghandi, JFK, Princess Diana - even Adolf Hitler could mesmerise a crowd. But didn't Jesus have something extra?
What I am trying to get at is this. Even though many of you don't believe in the Bible, how do we explain the miracles Jesus performed? Did the Gospel writers lie and make out Jesus was something that he wasn't? I doubt it. They wrote their accounts at different times and in different places (I think - correct me if I'm wrong). Also, didn't other historians confirm the miracles Jesus performed (again - correct me if I'm wrong - I am really new to all of this - I have never had the courage to question things as fully as I do now) If Jesus was just a fantastic teacher with real people skills, how do we account for the fact that he healed the sick and resurrected the dead? What is it about him that makes him stand out? Did he really do what the Bible says he did?
I have never had any feeling of reverance or awe for God or Jesus. They always make me feel numb, which always made me think that I was an evil person. But now, I have found out that God and Jesus may be the result of an over-imaginative mind. Where do I go now? How does one find out the truth about all of this?
Very confused........Terri