To be a newbie again...

by Aztec 35 Replies latest jw friends

  • Aztec
    Aztec

    Sometimes I sit back and read people's posts and wonder what their agenda is even if they have none. I speculate on why certain people respond to certain people's posts. I hate that! I hate that I don't see everything as being completely open and honest. I miss the sweet naivate of it all. I wish I could go back and erase my memory of some of the scraps I've been through. Not that I'd like to erase any of the wonderful friendships I've made but, I wish I could view everyone here with new eyes and take everything said at face value. I want to view all of you with new eyes and I'm going to try...

    I've been here awhile and I've lived almost 30 years on this Earth but I am going to look at all of you as a newbie would from now on.

    ~Aztec

  • stillajwexelder
    stillajwexelder

    Interesting aztec -- it has not affected me the same way -- I went through to junior member then senior member and I am now a master member -- but I try not to get involved in the politics of this board -- try not to be too controversial -- so I still consider myself a virgin on this board

    BTW how many posts does it take to be a Jedi or whatever is next -- though again -- that is not a goal --just interested

  • arrowstar
    arrowstar

    ((Aztec))

    Welcome to the board. It's a pleasure to meet you.

    I'm Lisa. I just achieved Jedi status today...I'm a BIG hockey fan. Do you like hockey? My favorite teams are the STARS (of course) and the Wings (who else?)

    Again...it's good to have you here.

    Lisa

    DIE DUCKS DIE

  • expatbrit
    expatbrit

    Damnit now I have to be super-grumpy to achieve the title of Board Curmudgeon again (whilst fending off stiff competition from Farkel, I might add.)

    Expatbrit

  • Aztec
    Aztec

    Still, I'm not even talking about politics unless you are talking about social politics. This post just means I'm growing and reverting at the same tme...LOL! Can I do that?

    I'm trying!

    ~Aztec

  • iiz2cool
    iiz2cool

    WELCOME AZTEC, our recycled newbie!!!

    I know what you mean, we see posts, and we see trends, and sometimes try to read between the lines, and perhaps come to wrong conclusions. I've been guilty of that. I think you're right, it's just better to take things at face value.

    Walter

  • Aztec
    Aztec

    Lisa, LOL! I agree..Die Ducks Die! Stop making me laugh!

    Expat, you are my favorite curmudgeon!

    My point in starting this thread is that I want to view the people who have irritated me in the past with new eyes. I want to be open to what they say. Burying the hatchet if you will. I'm moving on and up...I think.

    ~Azzy

  • StinkyPantz
    StinkyPantz

    Aztec-

    Me too!! Me too!! I was thinking about this very same thing (no surprise). I just wish that I could start over in so many ways. Like you, I have gained several friendships that I cherish, but seeing eveyone from a fresh new perspective would be nice as well. No grudges, no hard feelings. <sigh>

  • SixofNine
    SixofNine
    it's just better to take things at face value.

    Believe that if you must, but this is the internet, so I disagree. I really wish newbies could come into these forums sans the naivete.

  • Aztec
    Aztec

    Walter, you know what I mean right? I just want to start over with some people and refresh what we've had. I don't want to hold grudges, I'm not good at it. I hate doing it! I'm a really nice person and I'm going to view everyone as the same...from now on!

    ~Aztec

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